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Sun Nov 8, 2009, 2:47 PM
Hi everyone, or no one cause I know hardly anyone reads this. Anywhoozer on the upside of things, my apartment is finally clean, I'm no longer sick and my roommate is no longer getting on my nerves. We have both buckled down and are doing our homework assignments. (I think her buffy seasons are over) Remy is no where to be seen and I think he may even be dead cause pest control came in a few days ago. I'm no longer depressed thanks to some awesome people in myself and my idols that I just adore. I'm still a bit self conscious about my work I feel like I'm not getting better but most people say I am. So nothing but homework to do and I'm gonna finish a good decent amount and go to sleep a decent hour from now on. ^_^ Still feeling a bit lonely from being single but I'm not letting that get me down. Now if you'll excuse me I have perspective to draw, a storyboard/script to write and 2 comic scripts to write and draw. Whew thank goodness it's Sunday XD

  • Mood: Cheerful
  • Listening to: The Great Escape
  • Reading: homework handout
  • Watching: no time gotta work
  • Playing: no time gotta work
  • Eating: lasagna
  • Drinking: water

Sigh

Wed Nov 4, 2009, 7:26 PM
Ok mi amigos. Things have not been going so good for me which is why I haven't put anything up as of yet. I'm worrying about my classes that I feel like I'm failing, photoshop is kicking my butt and making me cry T~T (big meanie) I have no money to pay my rent and I can't get a job because I'm an international student. My roommate is getting on my nerves because she is such a slob and she has her crap all over the apartment and now thanks to her we have a mouse because of all the dirty dishes she keeps laying around I named him Remy ^_^, but not the point. It's driving me crazy and I kid you not I'm going to snap any day now.I've been getting sick or have been getting lack of sleep because of her and her all nighter buffy the vampire slayer marathons she's been having every night, keeping the lights on and the windows open (I sleep right next to the windows too). I've also been extremely depressed because I'm still single and hearing from and worrying about my previous lover doesn't help my situation nor does being around my friends along with their significant others watching them kiss,hug and so on doesn't make me feel any better. I feel so alone and I feel like everything is slipping away. I have had no inspiration/ motivation to do my comics. And I'm knee deep in homework. The only thing even close to my comics that I've done is just random little doodles. I feel myself fading away more and more as the days go on. I'm slipping away from everyone and everything and I don't know what to do. I know no one will read/ comment on this and that's ok. I just wanted to get these feelings out someway before I explode or kill myself.

  • Mood: Sadness
  • Listening to: Who am I to say
  • Reading: homework handout
  • Watching: no time gotta work
  • Playing: no time gotta work
  • Eating: flutter nutter
  • Drinking: tea to calm my nerves

At Last

Mon Aug 31, 2009, 4:15 PM
Alright my comrades!! I'm finally back in my true home of San Francisco!! I'm now in my new apartment with my awesome bud Sarah who is so cool as to lend me her tablet so now I can get to work on my comics and photoshop. I feel so alive and inspired my first project will be my deviantID ha ha!! Look for my new bits of fabulous work my duckies lol I may even toss in a surprise sneak peak to one of my new comics ;)

  • Mood: Eager
  • Listening to: Anime music
  • Reading: have to finish HP 6 & 7 >_<
  • Drinking: Water

Come on

Sun Jun 28, 2009, 8:50 AM
Come on guys. Please? Help me out here I'm stuck in a boring crappy job, my inspiration well has gone dry. I need your help. Please give me an idea or I'll even take request to draw something. I'm getting rusty. I need to keep practicing the last thing I drew was the main character for my comic. Yes she's cute but I have no idea what to do for the others. Someone please give me an idea I'll even take random words.

  • Mood: Sadness
  • Listening to: Indian music
  • Reading: My book order hasn't come yet T_T
  • Watching: Ed Wood
  • Drinking: Water

I'm begging

Wed May 20, 2009, 4:05 PM
Come on guys. I'm begging you here. I'm finally home for the summer and I'm going to be bored out of my mind or I'll go insane. I'll draw (or try to draw) anything you request or want to trade.

  • Mood: Eager
  • Reading: House of night: Untamed
  • Watching: The Barbershop
  • Drinking: Water

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